I feel so drained

Everything is fading away, the colors of life seem so dull, I feel so broken like a bird without it's wings or song, its raining hard now as I sit all alone with a heart of clouded emotions so full, the pain will fade quickly like the colors of a rainbow dimming to darkness. Just wait for hours, the light will fade it won't take long.
Angst-y feeling Gwen, the most colorful OC I have is fading to dull colors. I've been listening to Dog Teeth when I was drawing this, hopefully you angst feeling fans will like this piece.

UPDATE~
I just took suggestion with the background, how does it look now? the original can be found here->sta.sh/02bw3vrjjhpf

Gwen~Me
Program~Paint tool sai
Device tool~Mouse